Ultimate Me!

The first scenerio came and we were not prepared although we thought we were. We did our best? Yes! we could say that we also did things like what the others did but unfortunately we lacked of those things that matters most and for that we felt so ashamed and disgusted. We thought we can passed that moment with flying colors because we worked for it and we know that we never felt we're in the comfort zone  that was why we're so disappointed on that day because reality biten us and we were all shocked.

We were hurt! I knew it! I know that eventhough my co-members were laughing and saying that "its okay" I can say that I saw in their eyes that that was not okay... I just then realized that sometimes group effort should be always in 100 percent so that whenever anybody will test us about our project we can say and prove to them "hey we have our dedication to this project" we're all aiming for a good result and we're all looking forward to see an imposible project came into reality because we triumphantly overcome the hardships of being a thesis jerk.... whattaterm? hehe

I know this was just the start of unending process of being rejected and being hailed but we, the cyberthinkers we will look this things to its brighter side.. we believe that everything is possible and like the underdog style of the leading actors in a movie we can probably say that there will be a moment for us to shine! I believe we can make things and we can surpassed this obstacles... I know someday things will work out fine... we learned a lot from this experience and we will forever be reminded of such things like being a positive thinker! Hey we will continue to think... think.. and think but this time... we will see that we think wisely and think things on its positive outlook just wait and see coz where ideas meet we're all there. hehe

Who's Mr. Think? dont just be contented to take a guess, try to read it and you probably knew who's the guy we've peratining to. He's the ruler hehe... in our department I can say that He's the most popular professor that every student will be afraid of... Oh no dont think that he's a monster-like teacher coz if you just see him personally he's like a very nice person, maybe I can say that the true aura of a professor is within him. He's wearing eye glasses and he's so serious. Honestly, Im just only one of his student that is so nervous whenever he enter the room or when he starting to call our name one by one... I dont know! But I feel that he's so powerful that no one can break his rule.

We enter the room the five powerful dreamer who dream about being successful in our thesis work... ahem he's there "Mr. Think" coz were going to interview him about our topic coz he's the one who may help us on our thesis. When he started to talk everyone of us were listening ... I realize that he's just performing his job whenever he enter the classroom... he's the ruler there coz he's our professor but behind that after all the exhausting and super nervous period thinking with his lessons I can say that he's just an ordinary man like us... I appreciate his way of handling us, he's a good professor he just knew how to set a rule and for that I Idolized him.... I hope all of our professors would be like him este like him but not that too serious... ahem we saw him laugh many times... hehe peace mr. think I know many students appreaciate the way you trigger our brain.. that's why we learn to think.... aja cyberthinkers

We called our group "CYBER THINKERS" watta name?? hehe We're working for a thesis that should be finish and completed this semester and I admit that It is so hard to do it. We're five in the group composing four gals and one guy and we hope that we're going to work out for this coz hopely we dont want to be left behind.Actually I should adjust myself to this scenario because am just a happy-go-lucky student and I always take for granted the time management of my own schedules I usually waste my time on chatting,texting and even playing pc games and I know should change this kind of lifestyle if I want to have a better future <hehe> When I read the thesis of students who work before on a thesis (I mean the recent graduates of BSCS) I cant help but to become exhausted and hopeless. Can we make it? I really don't know maybe I should give my part and I should be responsible enough as one of the member of our group. I believe theres always a lesson behind every trials and I consider "Thesis time" as a one of my trial. I should be more focused so that I'll be able to do my part..

I know things will be fine sooner we should be a positive thinker! Aja Cyber Thinkers!

define thesis?
Main Entry: the·sis
Pronunciation: 'thE-s&s, Britain especially for 1 'the-sis
Function: noun
Inflected Form(s): plural the·ses /'thE-"sEz/
Etymology: in sense 1, Middle English, lowering of the voice, from Late Latin & Greek; Late Latin, from Greek, downbeat, more important part of a foot, literally, act of laying down; in other senses, Latin, from Greek, literally, act of laying down, from tithenai to put, lay down -- more at DO
1 a (1) : the unstressed part of a poetic foot especially in accentual verse (2) : the longer part of a poetic foot especially in quantitative verse b : the accented part of a musical measure : DOWNBEAT -- compare ARSIS
2 a : a position or proposition that a person (as a candidate for scholastic honors) advances and offers to maintain by argument b : a proposition to be proved or one advanced without proof : HYPOTHESIS
3 : the first and least adequate stage of dialectic -- compare SYNTHESIS
4 : a dissertation embodying results of original research and especially substantiating a specific view; especially : one written by a candidate for an academic degree

Working with group thesis

ang totoo na tatakot akong gumawa niya... parang super complicated pero i hope kaya namin yan ang totoo niyan wala akong angal sa mga kagrupo ko kxe i know wala naman sa iisang tao ang tagumapay niya we should so our very best marami kaming kailangang pagtulungan lalo na ngayon we're 5 in the group 5 heads r better than 2 or 1

guys aja natin yan!

eto mga kagrupo ko daw?! cofirm na yata
majoy,jekai,eunice and pastor

aja natin yan!

thesis def from merriam webster online

Riyo Mori won the title... she's the reigning miss UNIVERSE '07... and I really like her! she was stunning & so charming... napanood ko ang coronation night... I supposed to watch super twins & asian treasures but i rather watched it on Stud23 coz I watched the "teaser" in tv patrol... nagdagasa daw si miss USA?? kaya ayun nagkainteres akong panoorin.. kahit hindi man lang napasali sa top 15 ang pambato ng Pilipinas na si Ms. Licaros... (I forgot the first name) hehe... Maganda at bonggang bongga ang prod ng Miss Universe Pageant happened in Mexico.. as in! tapos  kahit hindi nga napasama sa top15 atleast naging Ms. photogenic siya .. kamukha siya ni Phoemela Barranda... talaga.. promiz!! Tapos hindi man lang pinakita yung pose niya kainis!! di kasi xa belong sa top 15 eh... taz maya-maya 5 na lang ang tinawag in parin ang nagdagasang si Miss. USA sayang.. she's pretty pa naman!! dinaan na lang sa projection... tapos nung question and answer naman... "BOO" yan... boo ng boo ang mga tao... it has something to do daw with the treatment of the US sa mga mexicans about illegal migration yata?? ewan!! basta gano'n... natatawa ako kasi si Ms. USA lang ang walang dalang interpreter! kasi lahat sila meron...  hindi ko na tanda ang tanong kay Ms. Japan basta alam ko simple lang ang sagot niya.. malinaw at napaka-sincere!! kaya siguro siya nanalo kasi sa simula palang bibang-biba na siya tsaka pasalamat siya sa naggawa ng gown niya na may taas effect kaya kapag rarampa siya para siyang butterfly??? hehehe yun lang naman sana sa '08 manalo na si Juana Dela cruz... hehe

I don’t want to waste my time
Just glancing on you
While I’m too far
I couldn’t reach you

We’re in separate odyssey
I’m walking alone in the dark
Hoping that someday I can
Find the light, where you are there

But I saw you, you’re contented
I guessed, I’m just paranoid
Coz I think that you can walk with me
But in the reality, I already know
This situation; will forever be hanging?!
Please cling on me

Should I say my farewell? Hindi pa siguro!:::: Hopefully candidate ako sa graduation sa darating na March… I hope! One year na lang pala ako sa University of Batangas kung saka-sakali haaay… hindi ko akalain na malalampasan kong lahat ng ‘to at talagang masasabi kong kinaya ko ang lahat ng nagdaan sa akin these past two years. Natatandaan ko pa at hindi ko makakalimutan ang unang araw, ang unang buwan at ang unang taon ko sa University akala ko magiging malungkot ako sa UB pero hindi pala dahil unti-unti kong nakilala ang maraming tao at unti-unti ko ring napakilala ang sarili ko. I’m a transferee kaya nga napakalaking adjustments ang ginawa ko “as in” para bang ang pakiramdam ko’y isa akong grade one pupil na naliligaw sa isang malaking mall? Dahil hindi ko lahat sila kilala at ganon din sila sa akin. Naranasan kong tumayo at sumandal sa isang panig ng sulok ng dingding habang nagkukunwaring “okay” kahit ang totoo ay talagang nararamdaman ko ang pagkakaiba nila sa akin. Ang dami kong naranasang sitwasyon na kailangan kong “dedmahin” ang mga nagtatawanan at nagkwekwentuhang mga kaklase ko samantalang ako ay nakatahimik lang at parang “alien” na super out-of-place. Hindi ko makakalimutan ang mga bagay na hindi gusto pero ginagawa ko dahil wala akong choice kundi gawin iyon… marami akong naranasang sumubok sa tatag ko bilang isang transferee sa isang samahang matagal nang magkakilala. Inaamin ko, iyon na yata ang sitwasyong naisip kong “mag-isa” lang ako… hindi ko kayang makipag-usap sa kanila at hindi ko kayang magpakilala kahit gustong-gusto ko… kahit na gusto kong sumabat sa usapan nila at magkwento tungkol sa akin ay wala akong masabi… magkahalong emosyon ang naramdaman ko… Lumalayo ako sa kanila! Ayaw kong makita nila akong nag-iisa at naninibago sa kanila ayaw kong maawa sila sa akin dahil sa totoo lang gusto ko namang maging kaibigan silang lahat. Ilang buwan nasanay na yata ako kung saan-saang departmentals ako nagpupunta hiwa-hiwalay kasi ang schedule ko… at karamihan ng sinasamahan ko ay ang mga CASH students kahit na sa CAS ako kabilang. Natutunan kong mababait ang mga commerce ang totoo nga n’yan marami akong naging kaibigan na commerce mula first year hanggang fouth year sila kasi ang mga klasmeyt ko sa iba kong minor subjects… ewan ko ba pero ang gaan ng loob ko sa kanila at para bang kapag sila ang mga classmates ko “natsa-challenge” akong mag-aral lagi! Matatalino kasi lahat halos sila at ayaw ko namang magpahuli. Isang taon pa’y natutunan ko na ang pasikot-sikot na kalakaran sa University… natutunan kong makisama kahit minsan napipilitan ako… natutunan kong ngumiti sa mga jokes na naririnig ko galing sa kanila naiisip ko na lang na kailangan ko ring tumawa… nagkaroon ako ng mga kaibigang madali kong nakautuang dila at madalas parin akong humihiwalay sa karamihan at nararamdaman ko parin na hindi ako kabilang. Hanggang isang araw sabi ko sa sarili ko “mali ang impresyon” nila sa akin… hindi naman ako bobo… tahimik lang ako kahit hindi ako ganon katalino… pero masasabi ko namang may “ginalingan” din naman ako. Pinatunayan ko sa kanila na “ako”? maasahan niyo rin ako… balang araw makikita niyong meron ding laman kahit konti ang kukute ko at maibabahagi ko rin kung ano ang meron ako kahit hindi sapat na para humanay sa mga magagaling kong classmate. Ngayong fourth year na ako, unti-unti ko nang nakikilala ang mga kaklase ko, naiisip ko na ganito pala talaga sila… hindi ko pala dapat nilalagyan ng malaking pader sa pagitan naming lahat dahil sa totoo lang nakikita ko na ang mga tunay at totoong ugali nila. Unti-unti ko na silang nakikilala… at napatunayan kong kahit papaano pala ay magkakasundo din pala kami… nanghihinayang lang ako dahil hindi ko agad sila nakilala siguro ngayon “at home” na talaga ako sa kanila… nanghihinayang ako dahil dati naduwag akong ipakilala ang aking sarili… sana noon pa nakilala na nila ang tunay na ako at nakilala ko na rin ang totoong sila… pero may one year pa naman… I hope this will be another extraordinary year for me!

Ang inet ng panahon di ba? at ano
 pa nga ba ang masarap kianin kundi
ang malamig na bagay gaya ng halo-halo hehehe

Halo-halo (from Tagalog halo, "mix") is a popular Filipino dessert that is a mixture of shaved ice, milk, and sugar, to which is added various sweet beans and fruits, and generally served cold in a tall glass.

There is no specific recipe for this dessert, and a wide variety of ingredients are used. The order in which the ingredients are added varies widely, but generally it is mixed together prior to serving. Primary ingredients include red mung beans, kidney beans, garbanzo beans, sugar palm fruit (kaong), coconut sport (macapuno), and plantains. Other components may include jackfruit (langka), star apple, tapioca or sago, nata de coco, purple yam (ube) or sweet potato (kamote), sweetened corn kernels or pounded crushed rice (pinipig), flan or custard, and gelatin. Other fruits, such as papayas, avocados, kiwifruit, bananas, or cherries, may also be added. Some preparations also include ice cream on top of the halo-halo.

Generally, condensed milk or evaporated milk is used instead of fresh milk, due to the tropical climate of the Philippines